18

days

are pending from a thin thread of golden hope

Plea

Dumb gods of destiny, have some mercy on this poor lonely soul!

Where do you want to see me during the best days of the year, where!

Draining my heart, drenching tears, sinking in the cold pavement…!

Foolish gods of destiny, laughing at my helplessness,

You could wait forever while my days are counted!

19

days

must sort all sorts of obstacles

20

days

look like the last countdown to happiness