Achilles

I broke my glass today after washing it. Two or three fragments fell on the sink, so I easily picked them up. However, when my foot slid quite uncomfortably on the floor, feeling something sandlike underneath, I discovered a tiny shard which had flown farther than the rest. I walked toward the bed, sat on it, and then walked back to the kitchen. To my surprise, when I looked down I discovered red prints which marked the way to my bed and back. Not even then did I feel the pain; only at about 10.30 am did I walk clumsily into the classroom.

I can still remember the bright freshness of my blood decorating the faux wood. Scarlet brushstrokes fading into maroon stamps remind me what is the shape of my heel.

Immediately after I recognized the accidental painting, I wiped it off nonchalantly and limped my way into the shower.

Coming Up

Look at the road, so long and lonely and untrodden. What lies ahead is impossible to see. It’s scary, yet tempting.

Shall we step on it?
Shall we follow it?

Yes, we shall.

(…)

You don’t feel like you’re actually leaving, do you?
No, I don’t.
But you are.
We’ll talk about that later, when I pinch myself, blink hard, and see the same funny characters staring back at me.

Dreaming

I dreamed of Jefferson Airplane last night. I don’t know what that may mean, but the music I listened to then was awesome.

ichinenkan

peaches and coffee and cows and weddings
hands and eyes and lips and noses
your voice and your gaze and the sound of your breath

streets and benches and malls and supermarkets
beef and sushi and beans and Chinese rice

young Tatanka Iyotake
the way you write your J’s

the names of colors

childhoods and song lyrics
words we made up
from misspelled signs

and us enjoying every minute
of the life that waited

for a very exact moment
to break the wall
between origami and bonsai lessons
and finally see each other
smile