I had a terrible experience with Acrónimos last night. I had earned a lot of points, but unfortunately, I hadn’t noticed that something had gone totally wrong with the game. I had to cancel lots of points from many people, and once again I’m losing. Maybe it’s a lesson from life. Yeah.
On the other hand, I still can’t find myself in academic terms. Where the heck am I supposed to go? In what direction? Am I a lit major or a language major? In which of these do I suck? I’m afraid of never finding my path and just getting lost amidst the darkness. I guess I’ll have to start asking everyone I know, although I know the true answer can only lie within myself.
Am I condemned to wander around the world to find myself? Are those who discover how big this planet is condemned to do so? The more I know, the more I doubt.
I know right now that I can’t take all this weight alone. I wish I became a brushstroke, and that Minori and I could write the word “hito”.
One leans onto the other.
Oh yeah, and we do.