{"id":752,"date":"2012-07-11T00:20:07","date_gmt":"2012-07-11T05:20:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/?p=752"},"modified":"2012-07-11T07:23:13","modified_gmt":"2012-07-11T12:23:13","slug":"ich-hasse-mein-gehirn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/2012\/07\/11\/ich-hasse-mein-gehirn\/","title":{"rendered":"Ich hasse mein Gehirn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My brain is the source of all my suffering. I hate it. I hate its unreliability. I hate how I never remember where I&#8217;ve left my things. I hate how I don&#8217;t do stuff in time and when I finally get to whatever it is I had to do I&#8217;ve forgotten essential things about it. I have to put away my socks but I delay the chore until only one sock can be found. I hate how I always get distracted.<\/p>\n<p>I hate how my brain wishes so fervently somebody wished I was there. I hate the sensation of sheer loneliness that envelopes it. I hate its yearning for certain comforting words. I hate all the bad decisions it&#8217;s taken, starting with &#8220;I can do that later&#8221; or &#8220;this will be easy to find if I put it here.&#8221; Everything I put away in a safe place is gone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My brain is the source of all my suffering. I hate it. I hate its unreliability. I hate how I never remember where I&#8217;ve left my things. I hate how I don&#8217;t do stuff in time and when I finally get to whatever it is I had to do I&#8217;ve forgotten essential things about it. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/752"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=752"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/752\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":756,"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/752\/revisions\/756"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=752"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=752"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=752"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}