{"id":769,"date":"2012-10-27T07:16:56","date_gmt":"2012-10-27T12:16:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/?p=769"},"modified":"2012-10-27T07:16:56","modified_gmt":"2012-10-27T12:16:56","slug":"spectrum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/2012\/10\/27\/spectrum\/","title":{"rendered":"Spectrum"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is the bomblike feeling of having cared for someone who did not care for me at all. This is me having trusted someone who did not believe me when I told them a friend of theirs had wronged me. This is the sudden certainty that time would never change that unrequited trust in spite of recurring conversation. In spite of supposed recurring remembrance. I thought I had the past on my side with all these memories as credentials, but recurrence does not turn the old into new. I didn&#8217;t know it \u2014or I didn&#8217;t <em>want<\/em> to know it\u2014, but I was just a faint apparition, a harmless ghost climbing the same flight of stairs night after night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is the bomblike feeling of having cared for someone who did not care for me at all. This is me having trusted someone who did not believe me when I told them a friend of theirs had wronged me. This is the sudden certainty that time would never change that unrequited trust in spite [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/769"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=769"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/769\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":771,"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/769\/revisions\/771"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=769"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=769"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/olaviakite.com\/maianebula\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=769"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}